Here Comes The Sun

"Slow down you crazy child,
You're so ambitions for a juvenile,
But then if you're so smart,
Tell me why are still so afraid?
Where's the fire? What's the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You've got so much to do and only so many hours in a day..."

Scale has been pitting against me the past two days. I'm mad at it and I will seek revenge.

Today, besides the number on the scale, has been good. I made something, which I will show you later in this post -- and I received two wonderful things in the mail! WOO! Gemma had made me a card on moonpig.com or something like that with manipulations and it was pretty sweet. ;) It's huge actually, and I didn't know that it wasn't going to be the size of a normal card. LOL Surprised me... LOL

Also! I got Brokeback Mountain in the mail today!! WOO! *swoons* Heath sure is something else. It really wasn't fair for him to lose the Oscar... I mean, Phillip Seymore Hoffman is an incredible actor, (I particularly liked him in Almost Famous) but Heath was just... incredible in Brokeback. Incredible... I may have to watch that one tonight.

Speaking of tonight, it's the start of Dancing with the Stars!! Go Lance! Don't forget to vote for my boy!!

I was thinking last night and when Joe was on DWTS, Justin was on tour and all the other boys came out to support Joey, but Justin couldn't obviously because of his hectic shedule, well now I was thinking if Justin was going to come out to Dancing and support Lance? I mean, either way... he's dammed if he does, dammed if he doesn't.

If he does then people will write about how he didn't come out to see Joey and blah blah blah...

If he doesn't, maybe because he is busy with the tournament, maybe he's busy with his side projects, maybe he doesn't think it would be fair to Joey if he went to support Lance -- whatever the reason, then people will write about how he just plain doesn't care about NSYNC boys anymore. I mean, I remember when Joe was on there and how they made a huge deal about all the others coming to see him but Justin couldn't show... well maybe you don't know the whole story, baby?!

Today is 19 days until Vegas and today it sort of just slapped me in the face. I need to jump start my game... :S I remember Vegas last time like it was yesterday but Jesus, it was practically two years ago, if you believe that!! We were there January 19, 2007! That's too long to go without some Vegas! Luckily, this time, the longest we'll have to wait is for the next October to roll around! ;) And, if you didn't catch that by now... YES, we're going to all FIVE years of Justin's golf tournament.

Of course, going to Justin's golf tournamanet every year puts a damper on our other travel plans. We have plans to go to San Fransisco, (I think? It's where Jenn's people live. Free place means I must travel) Hawaii (again, more of Jenn's people) and I don't think I can wait five years to go see Gemma or Australia. It's just not going to happen...

I can't believe that I actually have a five year plan. Three years or so from now we'll be in LA [with Rachel, Rachel, Rachel, Rachel!] and that scares me... not the moving to LA part -- but the plans part. I've never really been a plans person. I'm more of a lets-make-plans-then-throw-them-out-the-window-person. LOL

[I can't wait to move to LA and live with Rachel because then I can wake up every morning and jump on her bed. She thinks she loves me now!! Ha! She's never lived with me! You're bout to get sick of me, sweetheart!]

Also in my five year plan is of course to lose all my weight -- which isn't going to take five years... to have my recording studio up and fully running -- again, that's not going to take five years and to just plain be happy. I don't want to have to want to make any more changes in my life. I want to be happy with things the way they are. That sounds like bliss to me.

The next few months are going to be hella busy. Well, first off - Vegas for a week in 19 days - Kristi is going to look after Miss Bellarita. We're leaving her here at home and Kristi is going to come by each day and bring in the mail, check the house, feed and water Bella, spend time with her and stuff... I really can't think Kristi enough for doing this for us. I was going to leave her with my Aunt Laura, who lives three hours away, but it had actually come to my attn that that might not be the best idea, so that was when I started looking for a new person to watch her. Then it just dawned on me like bam! I should leave her here anyways because she gets such bad anxiety when she's staying with other people. She won't eat and she shakes all the time... so it's best if Kristi just come by each day and spend time with her here.

I've already decided that next year we're going to road trip out there so we can take Bella. I can't think about not having her here for a week without me. I need my Bella. So next year we're going to take her with.

Speaking of road trips, Jenn and I might be making a road trip out to LA in late February for the Oscars... we'll see if I win the bleacher seats. ;-) If I do well then balls awesome woo!!

Before that, of course is when we're going to New York for Jenn's birthday. I just asked Jennifer if she wanted to drive to NYC for her birthday... why not? We're getting our new van on Wednesday and this way I could take Bella. Our hotel accepts pets. ;-) Of course then we have to find parking. Ick. But we're just there a couple days, won't be that bad... ahh, we'll see. Either way we're going and I'm stoked.

I was more excited for New York than Vegas because of the Heath, but then today came and I realized just how close it is for us to go to Vegas and I got excited. :D

Anyhow, I'm rambeling...

Here's your "of the day":





I made this -- watch it.

xoxox

OMG. I can't wait for my birthday.