The Truth Is

"Three hours from sundown
Jeremy flies
Hoping to keep
The sun from his eyes
East from the city
And down to the cave
In search of a master
In search of a slave"

I stole this idea from Gemma's blog. I admired it so much and she encouraged me to do one of my own.

Facts you may not have known about me:

-I was diagnosed with depression and ADHD when I was 12, the medicine I was given for ADHD gave me stomach ulcers, which I still fight today.
-Because of my ADHD, coffee/caffeine have the opposite effect on me and actually make me sleepy.
-I had no idea I had anxiety until I had a panic attack.
-I've had an eating disorder since I was a child, I don't want to recover any time soon.
-I have attempted suicide 3 times and I am sure I will again.
-I didn't know that I had curly hair until 2002.
-I only wash my hair every three days or so.
-My hair grows much faster than most peoples, which is irritating when I'm trying to be blond!
-I am slowly but surely becoming my mother and I can't stand it because she can't stand me. I once wished to be like my mother but now I want nothing less in this world than to be like her.
-I talk to myself, which I get from my Dad.
-My new "thing" is tea, which I drink like it's going out of style.
-After I got Bella I wondered if I was really ready for a dog, now I can't imagine my life without her.
-I "regret" two of my tattoos, I will never tell you which two.
-After I got my heart tattoo I regretted it and now it's one of my favorites and it's the most complimented that I have.
-I nearly got a tattoo dedicated to my mother, I was so proud of the special bond that we shared, I am happier now than ever that I never got that tattoo.
-I am getting a tattoo in memory of Heath.
-I am lactose intolerant.
-I'm highly allergic to cats, so much so that I almost died when I was in 7th grade while cat sitting.
-Changing my name from Jodie to Chloe was the hardest thing to do, but it felt very empowering.
-I don't have anything from my childhood, my Dad and step mom threw it all away, that's why I save everything now.
-I "regret" going to Las Vegas for Justin's club show. It was the stupidest thing we've ever done.
-I'm not good at keeping secrets, yet people still tell them to me!
-I am crippled by my sign and blame everything about myself on my Sagittarius.
-I believe that the one person I was destined for is already gone.
-I am absolutely terrified that I will never have children, and that I will only have dogs.
-I don't give forgiveness easily, yet I expect to get it back.
-I have cried at every Heath Ledger film, except the Dark Knight.
-I feel an undeniable connection with Heath, so much so that I often just want to be with him - no matter what.
-Heath is the only person I have ever felt was made for me. I have no words for what he means to me, so I can't explain it to you.
-I constantly push myself to the limit just to know how much I can really take.
-I didn't unpack from LA until I went to Ohio and I haven't unpacked from Ohio and probably won't until Vegas.

Alright, that's all I could think of for now. LOL

xoxox

Chloe