Your Rainy Day

I'm not scared to die, I'm scared that I'll never live, 

I refuse to be trapped like you, 

I refuse to be a martyr like you, 

I refuse to be used like you, 

I refuse to be desperate like you, 

Exhale you like a giant balloon, 

You made sure that I was the one who took the bruise, 

If you can't care for me when you tell me that you love me, 

Tell me how's she going to end up getting treated? 

You make me pretend that I care enough to care, 

Care enough to ensure your debt, 

Care enough to feel regret, 

Care enough to place your bets, 

I beg,

I beg of you, 

Don't use up your life and throw it away, 

Don't use up all your good on the one who won't stay, 

Don't use up all your pennies on the one rainy day