The ADD is really killing me today. I came here to get online and get some work on my official site done... of course that didn't happen. I did manage to write, what I think, is a pretty rocking blog -- you can find that entry below this one if you haven't already checked it out.
Someone @'d me on Twitter and said that they got sucked into reading my blog, so I decided I would skim back a little bit and see what all I had written... I used to update for nogoddamnreason, but now it seems like I only update when I have seen the boys. This blog was never intended to just be about the boys... hell, I started this blog long, long ago.
So I was reading back a bit and then I clicked on my archive... I saw my Duct Tape post & giggled my ass off, remembering things that I had long since forgotten, that being from January and only my 4th 100 Monkeys show. (I am now at 26...)
It was pretty adorable to read about giving him duct tape for the first time (when now it's a staple & *expected*) and to read about him using my lighter as a slide for the first time... when now... oh god... well, I still love, adore and appreciate every time that he uses my lighter as a slide (if I am there to see it, or not...) but to read about my reaction to the FIRST time? Pretty sweet. :)
I then decided to click back to November and read about the first time meeting Jackson.
Crazy.
So crazy.
I can't believe how much my writing has changed. If I were to re-write that blog today, I wouldn't have put HALF of those details in there... and also, you can tell I was being respectful (& sogoddamnnew) because I kept calling him "Jackson Rathbone", "Jackson Rathbone". That. Is. Crazy. I don't even call him Jackson now! He never answers me when I call him Jackson! (Learned that one the hard way back in Tulsa...) I suppose there are some times when his name just *NEEDS* two syllables... Jack-son! (That's more of a scolding, if you ask me...) but no, no, no, no... he is J a y.
Alright, time to zip my lips on the comparisons... Oh... one more thing, though... I still talk about Jerad the same. :D
From the 4th show, Tulsa. January.
From the 26th show, San Francisco. July.
Both blue... hah. Awesome.
I just got very nostalgic right now. Great. Now I miss him... *grumbles and walks away* ...just what I needed...
xx
Jodie
2 comments:
Since I'm the one who @'d you I feel responsible for making you feel this way. That wasn't my intention at all. Instead of feeling sadness in missing him try to focus on the wonderful memories you have (and the many more to come I'm sure)
I do realize this is all easier said than done ;)
I would like to exchange links with your site jodieplatz.blogspot.com
Is this possible?
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