Saturday, June 27, 2009

Ooh, It's Been A While


"Pick a fruit, let me be your apple..."

So much has been going on... I've been so wrapped up in my personal life that I haven't even fathomed blogging.

I fell in love.

Never been in love before, but I've met the most incredible person on the planet. Words cannot express the kind of emotions that I feel. I literally weep thinking of them because I'm so sad that my heart isn't big enough to hold all that I feel.

The most amazing part about this?! They love me too...

They're my anti-depressant, my Xanax... I actually look forward to the morning each day. They are my sunlight. My entire existence is now because of them. My heart beats their name.

I haven't been motivated or inspired to do any music in a long while... about 13 months, and suddenly this week I got my ass into the studio and wrote a song for them. I've never written a song for anyone before, but they inspire me so much. My muse. ((No, you'll never hear it, it's for their ears only.))

'I love you' suddenly means so much more to me. I have never been a gushy/mushy person... I've always rolled my eyes at those people, but now I understand.

I'm never going to let them go. Ever. Life has new colors and music has new sounds.

Blaaah, I'm gonna make myself throw up with how sweet I'm being. I'm sorry... I can't help it.

I think I've rattled on enough for today, see you soon... maybe, if I can tear myself away.

xoxox

3 comments:

Gemma said...

Oh my ... Jodie crossed over to the dark side!

im stoked u happy tho ;)

sad that u dont talk to me about n e thing n e more tho.

i was looking for my edward when i found my bella... ?? i keep seeing u say that alot

Kim said...

Love sure is great ain't it! I am so happy you are happy and shared that feeling with all of us. I would say good luck, but it seems as if you won't need it.

Shannon said...

I'm soooo happy for you! Love is a powerful thing, isn't it?