So What?

"So what? I'm still a rockstar,
I got my rock moves,
and I don't need you..."

So... it's finally over. I know I didn't blog the whole time that I was there -- that's just because I was trying to soak up as much Rae as possible.

We did a whole shit load and I probably have time to post ALL of it now, but I totally don't feel like it. Once I blog about it, it's really over. :-( I totally miss Rachel already and I'm not even in Kansas City yet.

Today was totally mellow, but I'll tell ya about it later.

I miss Bella soooo bad... I reckon I miss Jenn too... LOL I got Bella a couple little gifts but all I could afford to get Jennifer was a postcard... ahh, oh well. We'll eventually LIVE with Rachel, so fuck it.

Rachel introduced me to like, everyone she knows. LOL I loveee it. ;-) I met her BFF Kayla whom she's been friends with since she was 3 -- I loveeees her. She's fantastic. ;-) I met her Nana, her Gma and Gpa and like, 2 of her aunts -- I reckon. LOL It all went so fast! LOL I also met her friend Ashley, she was rockstar too. Rachel definitely picks great friends.

On my flight from Columbus to Chicago the lady sitting next to me was so nice and gave me her Life and Style magazine with Matilda Ledger on it for Hollywood's Cutest Kids. I love it. She looks JUST like her Daddy -- TOO much... Michelle is having friends help her make Matilda a video of Heath for her to remember him by. Also, in non related news -- Michelle is dating Spike Jonze. LOL

Imma be so bored until my flight... Ahh, word bird. Imma load more photos to my MySpace of Rae.

xoxox

JP

I Need New Contacts

She puts the OH in Ohio... ;-)

I'm sitting in the aiport now and blogging while I'm here seems to be a big trend. LOL Of course this trip will go a lot better than the last time I was sitting in a Southwest terminal. ;-)

I didn't get any -- can I say that again? ANY sleep last night.

Here's what my day was like...

I went to bed when Jenn went to work at 5a, at 1130 it was strange -- the phone rang... but that can't be possible because our phones are off and wait -- it's Jennifer calling... I finally got up to answer it after she called the second time. She needed to be let in, she got off work early and she doesn't have house keys made yet.

So I drag my tired ass outta bed and open the door... she went and paid the cell phone -- don't ask.

So we go upstairs and then she wants to take a nap -- well here's a rule of thumb... you wake me up, we're up -- because one I'm awake there's not a chance in HELL that I'm getting back to sleep without heavy medication. It's hard enough for me to get to sleep to begin with...

So she naps, lol and I got online and fed my addiction -- yahoo answers. LOL Again, don't ask.

I wake her up later around 1230p or so and she starts cleaning the floors in the house and tells me to think of what I want to eat... when she was done I told her that I wanted pasta... spaghetti specifically. LOL

Eventually we make our way downstairs and we ask Jasmine if we can borrow her pots because JENNIFER threw out all of ours, she complies and Jenn and I start to unpack the kitchen... it was actually fun! Part of it we were just unpacking and swapping stories with Jasmine. I really liked it. :-) We unpacked the entire kitchen!! XD

So then it's nearly time for Jasmine to go to work at like 4 or 5... well she wants us to hang around until 7 to wait for UPS while she goes to work so Jenn and I watch The Four Feathers with Heath in it... I had already seen it but it was Jenn's first time and she agrees with me -- it's some of Heath's best acting. :-) He's incredible and did you know that he [always] does his own stunts? Yup. In this movie he literally mounts a running horse, and this horse isn't going slow... it was... SEX.

So after the movie we make our way to the store finally, and now it's nearly 8 or 9... we get home and by the time we eat (spaghetti and Merlot) it's 10... After we ate we watched A Knights Tale and Jenn pulled my hair through the cap for my highlights. I washed my hair and whatnot and at around... oh... 12 or so Jasmine came over and talk talk talked our ears off!! LOL I love her though, we're so the same, she's a Sag just like me!! (the 15th) She stayed for an hour and then I started packing... LOL I actually didn't get done packing until 350 and we were supposed to leave the house at 430 to get to the airport at 5... I got dressed, did my hair and makeup and we walked out of the door at 450ish...

When I got to the aiport and went through the security check the guy was like, "wow, you're early!" LOL "Actually, by my clock, I'm late... LOL" What's it matter? I'm just gonna sit at home, so why not sit here??!

I bought an orange juice because I wasn't feeling well and that set me back $3. Fucking gross man... I'm already poor and you're taking my cash for JUICE!?

Jenn's going with her parents today to see Batman -- WITHOUT ME.

UGH. I swear, Rachel -- we might have to go!!! I need my Heathy! (That was ACTUALLY one of his nicknames! Can you believe it?! It's a helluva lot better than Heathcliff!)

I have no idea what Rachel has in store for us today, but I am SO excited and SO thankful that I get to go see her... you know... there was once this person who said that we wouldn't be friends anymore... wow... that person said the same thing about Gemma and I... hmm... you know what, Person? Gemma and I and Rachel and I are CLOSER THAN EVAR. :-)

I love my friends, I really am very fortunate to have the kind of people that I have in my life... I have people who will give me free extensions, people who WANT me to come visit them, people who lose sleep over me and people who save my life... it's incredible... life has given me pink lemonade! :-)

I love y'all... you're crazy, but I'm insane, so it all works out.

xoxox

JP

My God I Must Be Bored...

"love me or hate me its still an obsession,
love me or hate me that is the question,
if you love me then, thank you,
if you hate me then - FUCK YOU!"

The insomnia is settling in more and more... ugh... thank God I have sleeping pills or this would make for an interesting weekend with Rachel... LOL

So I watched the VMA promos with Russell Brand and Britney Spears -- why Britney is in it when Russell is hosting is beyond me... maybe that's because Americans will have no clue who Russell is and they wanted to put a "pop icon" in there to spice it up. I don't know! LOL Anyhow, so being an American, I had no idea who the hell Russell Brand was, so I wiki'd him... apparently he's a comedian/actor guy...

Anyhow, it got me thinking -- what would MY wiki page say?! I'm so bored Imma make one! Well, HERE of course... I'm not big enough to have my OWN wiki page. LOL

(God, Jodie, you're so lame.)

Jodie Audrene Platz
Born: December 1, 1984
Manhattan, Kansas, USA
Medium: Music, Producer, Actor
Nationality: American
Years Active: 2002-Present
Influences: Justin Timberlake, Pink, Anna Nalick
Website: www.myspace.com/jodieplatz

Jodie Audrene Platz (born December 1, 1984) is an American singer/songwriter, producer, model and actor.

Early Life
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Platz was born in Manhattan, Kansas. The only child of Jennifer Platz (Anderson) and Lee Platz. Her parents divorced when she was just three years old. Upon their separation her mother moved back to her hometown of Kansas City and her father took custody of Jodie and moved back to his hometown of Wamego, Kansas. Jodie had a quite isolated and lonely childhood, which developed her skills to entertain herself and perform for herself to keep occupied.

She eventually moved to Kansas City, Missouri to live with her mother when she started middle school. Jodie prides herself on her choir training and had been in choir every year that she was in high school. When Jodie was in 6th grade she began to take dance lessons, even having a solo at the year end recital. In 7th grade Jodie started taking voice lessons to properly train her voice, knowing that this was the career path she wanted.

Jodie moved out of her mothers house at 18 and then started to more seriously persue her career by visiting various area studios and making demos, meanwhile gaining studio experience.

Career
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Modeling
Jodie's mother had always been a photographer and so Jodie knew how to correctly pose from a young age. In 2000 Jodie was chosen the winner from a nation wide search to be featured on a billboard for Spree candies.

Acting
Jodie had acted in serveral school plays and is currently looking into acting classes and management because she has interest in doing small local roles.

Radio
Jodie was in intern for Kansas City's biggest radio station, Mix 93.3 (KMXV) for over a year for a DJ named Lucas. She learned how to run the board and even did some on air broadcasting. After Lucas left Mix for a job at Minnesota's KDWB she decided to give up the radio career.


Singing
Jodie's hard work and persistance paid off in March of 2007 when she was signed to an independent record label in Kansas City. After a year of being signed with the label, even after traveling to Los Angeles to record tracks for the label, she decided to leave and they parted ways amicably.

Jodie is currently in the process of signing with another label but it has not yet been revealed which label.

In early 2008 Jodie started designing her own recording studio. She has not released the name of it yet and will work on it with her best friend Jennifer Gammon. The two have plans to build their studio in Kansas City and eventually move it to Los Angeles where they plan on expanding their buisness into production for other artists and managing other artists.

Personal Life
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Jodie lives in Kansas City, Missouri with her best friend Jennifer and her teacup Chihuahua, Bella. She enjoys traveling, blogging, music and home projects. She suffers from an eclectic mix of disorders such as an eating disorder, anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, insomnia and chronic migraines.

_________________________________the end!

Wow, that was actually a lot longer than I thought... and just like wiki -- add what you think! If there's something that you think I should have put up there but I didn't, go ahead and tell me! XD

Um yeah, I think Imma go downstairs and make sure the doors locked and get a drink...

Loves you and stuff...

xoxox

These Times, They Are A Changing

"so you're taking these pills for to fill up your soul,
And you're drinking them down with cheap alcohol..."

It's OFFICIAL! I'm cutting my hair!! WOO! I don't know if I'm doing it tomorrow afternoon or the next day... and I am actually not sure how much it will cost. LOL I reckon I should find that out. LOL

So... I've been writing this for like an hour... LOL Rachel is awesome and called the salon for me. LOL It's like $24 for the whole shindig. Hope that's okay... *nervous* I am stoked about the hair though... mmmhmmm.

Jenn emailed me from work and said that she was looking at Timbertickets to his *one show* this whole year and front row is -- $3000! *faints* can you believe it?? My God. Jenn and I are getting cheap seats on the 20th when they go on sale... if there still is any. If there's not, then we'll go get fucked up that night. LOL

Soooooo... turns out I have nothing to say. LOL I wanna cut my hair tomorrow. Yes, that would be good... we'll see what the Jennifer says.

xoxox

Hola, Mamcita!

"I ain't got nobody that I can depend on..."

Guess what movie I just saw?

No, not Batman again... LOL

The Four Feathers -- yes, Heath Ledger... it wasn't exactly what I thought it was going to be, but just the same, it was a good film. Heath was more unrecognizable in this film than he was as the Joker. I love that he chose roles that made him downplay his good looks... yes, there are many "aww," moments in this film where he does look very handsome and strapping, but there were also many moments in this film where he was tormented and nearly tortured.

It was great and you should see it if you haven't already. :-)

Jenn and I were going to get our tattoos before Vegas in October but now we're not sure if we'll have enough money for them... that's the poops. I really want my new tattoo... it seems like it'll be the first tattoo of mine with any REAL meaning.

In other appearance news... I've decided to cut my hair... was checking gossip today and this hair just screamed at me, "JODIE!! TAKE ME!! I'M YOURS!!!!!!!!"



I could always go for the color with it, which is super sexy -- but I was planning on getting highlights before going to Rachel, which is 4 days away... I *really* want my hair cut before Rachel too, but I'm not sure if I'll have enough pennies for it. :-S I can hope and wish for it, though... it's pretty sexy.

I was so scared of cutting my hair and then I finally did it and it wasn't as short as I had originally planned for and I got a bit sad about that, actually... Now, my hair has grown tons since I got it cut before Heather's wedding (which I still need to get her her wedding book...) and now I wanna chop it all off -- fuck it, it's only hair and I might end up looking like a troll, or I might end up looking dead sexy.

Never know until you try.

Speaking of hair -- who hates Jessica Biel's bangs?? I do. They make her face look weird... she's so gorgeous, ditch the bangs.

So what do we think about the hair? I loves it... who's with me?

xoxox

I'm Gonna Be A SUPERMODEL

"hangin' around, nothing to do but frown,
rainy days and mondays always get me down,
what I got they used to call the blues,
nothin' is really wrong, feeling like I don't belong..."

So I haven't been keeping you updated on my 12 week program thingy... This Sunday will make for 9 weeks left, and in 3 weeks I haven't experienced MUCH change. I've had my planned binges and a couple trying days and mistakes, but then there's always tomorrow, right?? Today I've been really good, 3 pieces of cheese. :-) I don't expect a whole lot of change between now and the 13th which is when I leave for Rae, hopefully I'll fit into the shorts I want to fit into, but if I don't, I'm not going to let it get me down too much -- I'm going to see Rachel, that's a good thing!! :-)

Speaking of which, I need to find my digital camera... lost it somewhere in the move. I'm gonna take a million trillion photos of us together when I'm there. LOL

You know what one of my favorite things to do it?? Watch Bella breathe. Seriously. It's awesome. She's so delicate.

I've been so tired lately, but I haven't been sleeping and the sleep I have been getting hasn't been good sleep. I've been having terrible nightmares. I have misplaced my worry dolls... :-S

When I don't get the sleep I need I just sit and worry, things you wouldn't believe if I told you... things you don't want to hear about.

I reckon I'll try to sleep again later...





Saw it for the 6th time last night. :-)

SIX.

*giggles*

I can't wait to see it again!!

xoxox

EDIT::: New profile information. WOO!

Nothings Gonna Change My World

"did you exchange a walk on part in the war,
for a lead role in a cage..."

I love that lyric... it's from "Wish You Were Here" by Pink Floyd. It's deep shit, man.

All of my shit is in my new house! WOO!!!!!!! It took fucking long enough and lord, I think I sweated off about 10 pounds, but FUCK!!! It was worth it to get out of that hell hole. That place was nasty, there was stupid people there and I hated it at the end of the first year that I lived there but we just didn't have a way out... either way -- I'm done! ! ! ! !

I have no idea where all my stuff is... nothing is packed correctly, we just threw clothes in bags (dirty and clean mixed together, so we're washing everything. LOL) stuff was thrown in boxes according to where it was, not what it was. (I.E: "stuff next to bed" "stuff on coffee table") LMAO! And then a lot of boxes aren't even marked...

Jenn left the house a little before 11 and now it's 216 and she's not home... she was going back to the apartment to clean it and turn in keys... WHENEVER she gets home we're going to see Batman again... will be my 6th time and her... 4th?? Yes, 4th.

There's so much that I have to do with this house, I don't even know where to begin, really... and honestly?? Not much of anything is going to happen until I get back from Rachel -- 6 days, by the way! AHH! Tis very excited!!! Not excited that I won't have a whole lot of cash flow money money, but we'll have fun just sitting in her room playing music and laughing. I don't care if I see daylight for 5 days because I'll be with RACHEL FOR 5 DAYS!!! AHH! AHH! AHH!!!

Ooh... you know what I just did?? Well when I orginally typed that out I put 4 days... but then I counted them... 13, 14, 15, 16, 17... and I'm like... "wait, that's 5..." LOL Oh well! LOL

That's all kids, laters.

xoxox