S I X T E E N

When I started this at T W E N T Y

I didn't think it through,

I'm just a-writing for my honey,

To give her something to look forward to,

Now I'm only at sixteen,

and am sick of all the rhymes,

There's not much that rhymes with "teen"

and I'm losing my fucking mind!

Now In Stereo!

"Oh my god, the wings on fire,

Oh my god, this suckers gonna hit the ground..."

[[Just a quick question - do you still torture yourself by coming to my blog? *giggles* I don't know what I just randomly thought of you... oh probably because you were super jealous that I went to MI... that I'm in love and oh, just wait till we get to October, bb... it's gonna melt your motherfucking mind.]]

Big freaking OOPS for yesterday. After I wrote my "Eighteen" poem I started a blog, I got my icon and my lyrics all set out and then I had some ADD and forgot to finish it, so I finished it today. Scroll down, bitch.

It smells in my room.

Like dog.

Ew.

Yesterday I had to kick iTunes ass. My computer was being wonky so I decided to backup my iTunes. I had added 2,000 some odd songs since my last backup and yeaaaah, it was time. So I started my backup, it said it was going to take 9 DVDs, I'm like, "shit. You're raping me..." but I committed, then I start disc one backup and after the first disc is complete, iTunes says, "peace out, home slice." SHUTS OFF and then my computer won't give me back my DVD until I restart.

*le sigh*

So now I'm not sure if that DVD even backed up, so I guess I'll just re-backup the ENTIRE catalog. FML.

Dunno when I'm gonna finally get around to doing that... someone remind me again in a few days or something...

Finally downloaded iTunes 9 last night, still haven't fucked with it, but it looks badass.

Pic of the Day:

Wow.

So many words, yet not enough to describe this photo.

Every single time I look at Jerad's face I crack the fuck up. I cannot help it. He's expressing EXACTLY how I feel about this and lord, thank god I wasn't there. I woulda ripped that girl off the table and told her to put some fucking clothes on. My goodness.

Look at Jackson... he looks like, "OMG. Is this shit really happening?"

Girl, if you're gonna wear something like that, don't wear it to a Monkeys show. You look like "Ugly Girl". You're too big to wear those clothes, sweetheart. Next time, let's shoot for "CLASSY"!

S E V E N T E E N

Seventeen, seventeen,

Seventeen days is really mean,

Aren't we done yet with the "teens"?

Guess not.

We're just at seventeen.

Oops

"Silver moonlight, soaking up the amber waves,

In the heat of fire, I called your name..."

I filled this out yesterday and I forgot to post it.

Have a pic of the yesterday:

He's right, you know? I would KILL to photograph him.

E I G H T E E N

These eighteen days cannot be blamed;

They do not know what they're doing to us,

These days do not know the hollow ache in my chest,

They do not know how I'm torn apart,

Fighting eighteen days until I'm with my heart.

Everything Ends

"Let me give my love to you,

Let me take your hand,

And as we walk in the dimming light,

Oh darling, understand,

That everything, everything ends..."

How do we like the new layout? New fonts, new colors! Revampage! I thought I needed something a little more reflective of the way I feel on the inside and right now I feel like light, cream colors. ^_^

I went icon crazy and saved a SHITTON of them, so no more repeats. I know I haven't used repeats much, there are still many icons that I have saved and haven't used, but now I have a new batch to dazzle you with.

So last night were the VMAs. I don't own a TV, so I didn't watch them, but I did get drunk on a live blog with people who were watching them! That has to count for something! I saw the "most talked about moments" today, so I don't really feel like I missed anything.

Last night was actually extraordinary. After the VMAs were over I talked to Genn on the phone for many hours. We talked about everything... Vegas... life... deep stuff... funny stuff. It was amazing.

I ended up taking my blanket out into the front yard and laid out there talking to her, drinking a beer and loving the moment. It was very picturesque. Laying under my oak tree, drinking, laughing, being 110% in the moment. That doesn't happen with me often, where I find myself completely enthralled in the now... Not thinking about later, not wishing I was somewhere else... just... at peace.

The song of the day is the new Death Cab song, "Meet Me On The Equinox" which is the lead single off the New Moon soundtrack. I've had it on repeat for almost two hours. (Yes... advance.)

You know, I almost hate that all my favorite bands do the Twilight thing. Then when people hear that I like them they assume that it's because of the Twilight bandwagon. Like Mute Math and Muse for instance? Loved them way long before the Twilight thing and now it's like all the fans of them are Twilighters. *rolls eyes* I don't really feel the same goes with Paramore, actually. Surprisingly. I love Paramore, and loved them before Twilight, but I do find a lot of long time fans with that band.

Now, I'm scared that the same with go for Death Cab. There's going to be all these 13 year olds with braces holding up the Transalantacism album going, "I loveeee this!" Meanwhile... no. Just. No. I've loved Death Cab for far too many years to see that happen to them. I swear I'll cry.

I'm not sure who else is going to be on the soundtrack. It's release is slated for October 20th. I am sure it'll be amazing, and I don't mean to bitch about the Twilight soundtrack - I actually think it was a wonderful soundtrack. One of the best I've heard since Almost Famous - it's the fans and their bandwagonisms that aggravate me.

Pic of thaaa Day:

Jackson in Dread. Slated for a Jan 2010 release.

I watched a preview/behind the scenes thing on Dread last night and before I was dreading seeing this film... (yep, I went there.) It's about using people's fears against them in what seemed to me an almost Saw-type way.

After watching this preview I was on the edge of my seat and wanted to see the movie, like NOW.

There was a part at the end of this three minute preview that had Jackson getting an axe... dragging it slowly up some stairs... and then it showed him taking the axe to a door. I literally gasped! (Then I rewound it like, four times...) It. Was. Amazing. I cannot wait to see this film!

N I N E T E E N

What is there to say about nineteen?

It's one less day than yesterday,

Still more than tomorrow, I'm afraid

But it's one less day that I'm in pain.